The cool Eve aka self-insert Eve

So now to explain why there’s two sections about me, this is going to be an insane story that I don’t think I’ve ever told anyone.

In my day to day, I like do this sort of roleplaying in my mind through my inner voice and sometimes by talking to myself when I’m alone. I believe it started around 1st grade because I can vaguely remember pretending to be animals with some of the other kids. I was tiger lol.

I don’t remember when my family got our first computer, but that changed everything! Having unrestricted internet access has ruined me tldr. But after all these years of video games, movies, and all kind of shows, I have always imagined myself inside these worlds as a form of escapism.

From going on insane journeys in my head and having conversations with fictional characters as I fall asleep, this kind of roleplaying has changed over the years but I’ll never stop doing it. It’s become such an integral part of who I am, and while yes AI bad, I can’t deny that AI roleplaying hasn’t been the most exciting thing for me. I do like roleplaying with real people (AI just can’t do it like real people can), but these kind of RPs are strictly made by my mind for my mind. I could never subject real people to this shit lol.

I hope you understand what I'm saying, idk if I explained this the best way, it's kind of hard when it's just something that comes to me naturally. I like to LARP with myself basically. Sad? Probably, but it helps me.