Howdy! You can call me Eve or Pretender—that’s what I go by online (and in my head, lol). I’m a 22-year-old gal who uses she/her pronouns, and I live in Texas, aka cowboy land. Yeehaw! 🤠🐄

I’m extremely online, which is one reason I created this website. I’ve always been a creative person, even if my skills aren’t perfect—I have to express myself somehow! My journey started with Carrd, but I wanted more freedom, so here we are.

A little about me: I love gaming, drawing, writing, roleplaying, and yapping about my hyperfixations.

Cool water is a necessity. ASMR? I like it, but I’m very picky.

Favorite seasons? Spring and summer. Texas heat can be brutal (especially during a power outage 😡), but I cannot handle the cold. I wasn’t built for that.

Dislikes: Tomatoes, the dark (yep, the dark ⬛️), heights, deep water (I can’t swim), being rushed, and being ghosted—if you don’t wanna talk anymore, just say so! lol

So, why are there two About Me sections? Well, here’s a story I don’t think I’ve ever told anyone before.

In my day-to-day life, I do a form of roleplaying—entirely in my head. Sometimes it’s just my inner voice narrating, and other times, I’ll even talk to myself when I’m alone. I think it started back in 1st grade, when I’d pretend to be animals with other kids on the playground. (I was a tiger, lol.)

At some point, we got our first computer, and that changed everything. Having unrestricted internet access absolutely ruined me—TL;DR. But over the years, with all the video games, movies, and shows I’ve consumed, I’ve always imagined myself inside these worlds as a form of escapism.

From going on elaborate adventures in my head to having full conversations with fictional characters as I fall asleep, this kind of roleplaying has evolved over time, but I don’t think I’ll ever stop. It’s become an integral part of who I am. And while, yes, AI bad, I can’t deny that AI roleplaying has been a really fun addition to this habit of mine (though it still doesn’t compare to RPing with real people). That said, this kind of roleplaying—the stuff I make up in my head—is strictly for me. I could never subject real people to the sheer insanity of it, lol.

I don’t know if I explained this well, since it’s just something that comes naturally to me. But if I had to sum it up? I basically LARP with myself. Sad? Maybe. But it helps me, and that’s what matters.